The eagerness and belief that filled me then and exacted a pledge from life that life could never fulfill?
那时我的身心充满了渴望和信念，向生活索求一种生活绝不会满足的保证吗？
Sometimes I see the same eagerness and belief in the faces of children and teenagers and the sight brings back the same sadness I feel in remembering myself.
有时我在儿童和十几岁的孩子们的脸上见到过这种相同的渴望和信念，在想到我自己时，感觉这情形使我回想起同样的悲哀。
Expectancy - Come before God with anticipation and eagerness.
盼望 - 来到神面前要有期待和渴望。
n. 渴望；热心
enthusiasm、
aspiration、
avidness