And at last came this inner shift not as a decision of mine but as a spontaneous change of belief about myself, a deep reconciliation and peacefulness.
这样的内在转变最后所以发生并非我作出的决定，它是一种自然发生的，自我信念上的转变，是一种深刻的和解与平静。
n. 平静；温和
equilibrium、
serenity
adv. peacefully、 peaceably
n. peace